The Hate You Give…F*cks Everybody! That’s what the great late rapper, Tupac said and honestly he was right. Disrespect, hatred, abuse, and much more that has gone on because of the color of one’s skin complexion has simply f’d everyone. I wonder if they feel us yet?
I have been processing my emotions for weeks now. I have felt numb, tired, heart broken, hopeless, angry as hell, and then hopeful. Every time I get on social media and see photos and videos of what is going on around the country I feel a ton of emotions. Sometimes I am too heavy in the heart to go about my day. What I will say is that throughout those emotions of sadness/rage that we are even still fighting for justice and to live. I am happy to see the progress of the protests, the calls, the petitions, and other actions have gotten us. I know that we have a long way to go, but I am glad to at least see something. I am glad that this time we as people who seek and demand change are not letting up no matter what comes our way.
We are no longer being silent about the abuse and mistreatment due to the color of our skin. I know for a fact that I am not. Not in the work place, not on the streets, not anywhere. I am fighting back because I deserve to be here just like anyone else. My children deserve to be here, and be free without fear of being discriminated against, being mistreated, or even being killed for being Black in America. We need a better justice system, police are not the only ones to blame and who should face prison or termination from a job. The judges, prosecutors, and others also deserve it. Let us not forget that one cannot work without the other.
Do I think I will see racism completely gone in my life time? Probably not, but I surely hope that before I die we have come a lot further than where we are now. I hope red lining, maximum sentencing, discrimination, killing, and a list of other things towards black people cease. The harassment from the Karen’s and Bill’s and much much much more. We have to stand up and protect ourselves and our brothers and sisters. White people have to stand up and speak out as well. Put some action behind the “I’m so sorry” statements. Stand up for what is right and shut down what is wrong. It is clear as day. The time is now!
Until next time….
Adventures with Ny 